spinning

i was thinking today about who my worst enemy is. considering myself a rather peaceful person, i am happy to say i don't have many people in that category. it ended up being a toss up between cindy mackow, my childhood best friend who was actually evil, or Joyce, my former CE director at the church in Bowie, who was legally insane, in my opinion. either one, i would not wish panic attacks on, which i suffer from. i can only explain them as feeling like you are spinning and drowning and unable to breathe. ok... maybe i wish them on Joyce... i kid...